I'm feeling stupid

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I've been complaining about how terrible my life and Jabo just told us she has a miocardiopaty, I can't believe how self-absorved i am...
in other news.. PJ IS going to direct the Hobbit, or at least seems like it...
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I've been dreaming with being in Hector's bed, no, nothing sex related, just being there, hearing his heartbeat, smelling his perfum, feeling his arms around me, feeling his breath on my neck in the dark, to be sure I'm not alone, that he's there for me as usual, that'll be peacefull and warm, please don't let us wait too long before get together again, I know I've said I love him and then that I do not and that I love him as a friend, but the truth is that we love each other even when we were in denial, we're pretty much inlove, lol we're always there for the other even when our lives are messy or our significat others don't want us in touch.
I know I've hurt him telling him about D, knowing that D was just a meanningless crush. but he hurt me too with allhis girls and his stories, we're just too dumb for words lol