szarabasjka: (Wink)
YES!! bless you monthly visitor, I promise I'll never ever again complain about you.

as a celebration:

Her ribbon flew away, leaving her hair flying and slapping her on the face. she turned to see where the silky strand went to see him. he bent down to pick the pesky piece of clothe and then kept walking towards her.

She was sitting on the beach, it was very late, almost dusk already, the whole house was a mess, everyone was coming and going and her governess told her to be quiet and stay out of the way while she did a simple errand for her mother. she even let her know she'd be down on the beach.

The boy moved close, broad smile, too broad to be considered polite, mother said you have to be moderate, even in your expressions, though apparently that doesn't apply to men because this moan smiles as wide as he wants and she'd seen others boasting luaghter and all.
the man is odler than he looked, and he's barefeet, what a contrast- she thinks- with her own feet covered infrilled silk socks, but that's not bad, right? because she was barefoot while she bathed her feet on the water minutes ago, maybe he did the same but left his shoes away from the sand so they don't get ruined.

The man looks at her and smiles, a different more polite smile this time and she smiles back just as polite. "who are you little maiden?" he asked with a curtsy. She felt the heat on her young cheeks.
"Alphonsine." her whisper of a voice was enough. she didn't had to give him more details, not still in society, there was nothing to fear, right? because she knew, aunt Mercy said so, a lady had to fear for herself with strange men.

"I'm glad to make your aquaintance Alphonsine..." he bowed deeply and offered the piece of lace. "I believe this one is yours." she nodded and with a simple thank you took it. "are you alone this fine afternoon my lady?" asked teh man and she nodded. nothing to fear, he was polite.
Aunt Mercy and mom said that a lady had to fear strange men, and the goberness said that it wasn't decent to go around showing your anckles like the man did.

But thwey also said it was not decent to be weak, or that's what Alphonsine understood when her cousin Bianca left with a man, she came back after a while, when everyone started saying she was ruined, and maybe she was. she came back different and cried and cried not wanting to see anyone, Alhponsine never saw her again. all she knew is what the adults said about her.

"Ruined."

"Weak."

"No decent person would want her now."

Cousin Bianca wasted away until she died, she used to care about books and songs, and poems and every interesting thing she could find.
not at the end though, at the end she stayed inside watching through the window and crying. and Alphonsine thought it was a shame that her cousin was so weak, so much she died after been so scared, leaving behind only a child, a baby that was sent away soon after the mother was burried.

"what are you doing here by yourself?" asked the man again the third time and yet no answer. Why would Alphonsine fear him? according to mother and aunt Mercy nothing was decent, you can't scream you cannot laugh out loud. you cannot ride like a boy, you cannot let anyone see you without your clothes, and Uncle Alphonse wasn't decent either because he liked to drink Gin too much.

"There's a lot of people at home, and nobody has time for me." she complained. "My cousin died few days ago." the man smiled again and his eyes had the same color of the sea. his dark curls and unkept beard called her attention as he turned to see her house just few yards away from the shore. "I'm sorry for your loss."

She shrugged, just liek the goberness told her not to do.

"you should come with me then." he said and passed by carrying the fishnet full with silvery things and a star fish walking away already. "I knew your cousin... she came home with me once."

Alphonsine finally stood up. "Oh, really did you gave her poems and songs?"

"Seashells and seeds too." he said winking at her.

The goberness and her mother came looking for her. they called her name and called her name but she didn't answer. she won't answer ever again.

across the wet sand the path of foot prints had long ago been washed by the sea.

The end

"por la blanca arena que lame el mar, su pequeña huella no vuelve mas, te vas alfonsine con tu soledad, que poemas nuevos fuiste a buscar?" (across the white sand that the sea licks her small foot brints won't be seen anymore, you leave, alphonsine with your loneliness, what new poems you went searching for?)
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Author:Me
Verse: like real life
kind: original
Summary: Kay got dumped, a friend helps her to get back on her feet, and maybe he back in her heart.

Brokenhearted
hope you like it!
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not at all now, so I'm sorry for any obvious mistake
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER in this previous chapters. only flashback if any in this and further

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Part_28 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not at all now, so I'm sorry for any obvious mistake
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER in this previous chapters. only flashback if any in this and further

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part_25 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER in this and other chapters.

So... here it comes
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part_23 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER in this and other chapters.

So... here it comes
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part_22 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle :Show me
Rating: not sure is not R or anything.
Gender: CWSupernatural RPS
Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, and many others
Sumary: written as a fill for this prompt )

So yeah, I know is crappy writing but I had the story in my head for a couple days already and it kinda... filled my phone memory.

***
show me )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER IN THIS SPECIFIC CHAPTER, please proceed with caution.

So... here it comes
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part_21 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER!! IN THIS AND NEXT CHAPTERS, please proceed with caution.

So... here it comes
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part_1 part_2 part_3 part_4 part_5 part_6 part_7 part_8 part_9 part_10 part_11 part_12 part_13 part_14 part_15 part_16 part_17 part_18 part_19

part_20 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
I didn't know I wanted this until now.
Title : it's all fun until someone...
Fill for this kink meme promp
A/N: I'll try to correct if I make any mistake, please remember is my first fill ever... and if it sucks...? don't hate me.
A/N2: I do not hate Jared, I just needed to make him mean.

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it's all fun until...... )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER!! on this and the following chapters.

So... here it comes
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part_1 part_2 part_3 part_4 part_5 part_6 part_7 part_8 part_9 part_10 part_11 part_12 part_13 part_14 part_15 part_16 part_17 part_18

Part_19 )
Just in case someone is still reading this, I haven't had time to check this, so sorry for mistakes
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER!! on this and the following chapters.

So... here it comes
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part_1 part_2 part_3 part_4 part_5 part_6 part_7 part_8 part_9 part_10 part_11 part_12 part_13 part_14 part_15 part_16 part_17

Part_18 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER!! on this and the following chapters.

So... here it comes
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part_1 part_2 part_3 part_4 part_5 part_6 part_7 part_8 part_9 part_10 part_11 part_12 part_13 part_14 part_15 part_16

Part_17 )
szarabasjka: (Wink)
Dear Mary;
My Bloody Mortar, I love you, more than I can say, you should never doubt that.
I'm sorry my dearest, I left you alone with the kids,I'm sorry I'm not there to explain more of this, and I'm sorry I could never give you what you wanted.
I remember the first time I saw you, on that embassy, I was just a grunt, a perfect nothing and you turned to me and smiled, everything changed for me that day, I fel t special, I felt like I was worthy of more than just a honorable death, I remember that night, after the gala, you let me take you out for a walk and we didn't stop until it was day again, Having breakfast at the dock with you, having you with me, nothing else was important for me. And I just want you to remember that, now that I'm gone, remember that you were my sun, and my moon, and the force that make the earth turn, you were all that for me.
Do you remember the one time we were happy before them? when Richard was on the way?
For years I felt like I failed you for not trying again but it hurt too much, that's why I didn't want you around the kids at first, those damaged angels. But you were what they needed, you have a heart so big, so big you could make them all fit, and heal, hope you had enough with only them, because even if I'm gone they'll be around I'm sure, they love you as much as I do, and even if I know I'm letting you down for not being there as I promised I know you're safe with the,
so if you feel like I betrayed you, like I failed you, I'm sorry.
but you have to feel aswell how much I love you, and I will forever love you my dear, for as long as souls love I'll love you.

Rob K
-*-
Mom and Dad:
I was left on a garbage can when I was three weeks old, and my life after that was one cruel disapointment after another, I got in so much trouble I did so terrible things, I know you know Dad, but Mom, I just want to make it clear that it was because weak ones end up bad, in dark places, when nothing you can do to be safe, where you're hurt just for being weak and I couldn't do it.
Dad, the second they gave me the chance, the second you entered my cell I knew I couldn't screw it up, I just knew it! and I tried, I did my best, hope it was enough.
Every day I spent with you and my sibs was a blessing, every day I was there in a warm bed, in a real house, well fed and well clothed was a blessing, and I know you had no need to make me feel welcome, that's why I have to say thank you for everything.
thank you for believing in this orphan without name or future, Thank you for getting me out of that place, for not leaving me behind when you left, thank you mom for every time you let me hug you, for every time you lulled me to sleep with your songs, even being too big for that, thank you for taking care of me.
Thank you Dad for taking a chance on me, I knew the secretary thought I was too damaged, too much of a risk, but you stood up for me and I'll never forget it, you two made me feel like I was a real person.
Please give my brother and sisters a hug and a kiss for me, and let them know I'm grateful for every day with you all.

Corey.

-*-
Guys:
If you're reading this I'm dead, which sucks you know?
but it doesn't matter because at least I had you for a while.
After what happened to me, after what I did, this chance was the only way to skip death row and I thought I could deal with it, just doing what I already ahve done, right?
but you made me understand it was far more than that.
I remember the first day I woke up and saw your ugly faces, I thought you were just like me. And I want to believe I was right, that i'm actually like you all, kind and loving, that I have the seed inme, you know? to be good, that what I leanred with you mom was enough to make me into sometihng else than blood and pain.
to you boys, thank you for proving that men can be nice, good, warm and can touch you with love and tenderness without any other agenda, thank you dad for every time you stuck your neck out for me.
to you girls, I never thought I'd love someone as much as I love you Mom, you were the reason why all this worked, you're amazing., girls, you can take my shoes, I know you lvoe them, I hope you understand how lucky you were having me there, because I know how lucky I was having you, that we all, the rarity case girls got to be together and get out together.
Love you all

Sara.
___
Shhh:
sorry I left, but they had to pay, I spoke to his friends, they'll take you to your father, I know you don't want to, but he's your family and I already did my homework, he's nice, he's married and have two kids, his boy is around your age. you're young kid, you deserve to know him, everythingfrom your record has been deleted, you'll become a new one, a brand new one no blood, no crimes, just you.
go ahe4ad with you life and be happy, that's what we all wanted for you.
love you so much sis.

-*-
Girls and boys:
I made a mistake and I have to leave you, to whonever is reading this, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I failed you.
I was a drop out, I was lost and then he found me, he risked himself on me, Cole did his best to drag me into this, and then dad and mom took me in too, I will never be able to thank you enough.
I love you guys, I do, I will forever remember the times I got to have a cup of coffee with you, or had the chance to make a stupid cake, or when I got home to a nice warm plate of food and smiling faces.
and I'll forever regret my mistake.
to my baby brother, I know we trained together, I know you feel lost, I'm sorry i have to leave now that you need me the most, I'm so sorry. if you ever forgive me, if you can find a way, and you get out, please don't give up on me, because you knwo I'm from your blood, and I'm your sister.
I'm sorry I have to leave you right after that happened to them, please forgive me kids.
I wish i could kiss you all good bye, I wish i could hug you all once more, I wish I could make you Cole understand what I did and Why.
Not until Mom I ever felt a hand on me that was not out of violence or lust, not until you guys I understood what a family was, now if I get to have the chance, I'll hace something mine, even if one, and I'll try to find you when the waters get calmer.
lots of kisses and hugs

Rose.
-*-

Family: Since the day I was assigned to the HEARTS I thought I was lucky, I was right, but what i didn't know thenwas how lucky.
The moment they said you were set to termination I understood that we were different from the rest, they all agreed like getting rid of ants and you were so much to me, you were my family, the people I went home to.
I lvoe dyou all too much to let you go.
thank you for allyour tie, for all your support and love.
thank you andstay safe.

Collin.
-*-

"are you Ready?" asked one of the two gusy with her, they had her stuff already, she cleaned her face and tucked the papers in the file she was carrying. "he lives in this town,but don't worry, he knows already, he'll see you right now, so then we can get you ready to travel..." the girl nodded and followed them out of the airport.

no more Secretary, no more job.

The last Heart followed the guys to a black car, they gave her new papers, her new name?

Anne Marie Wachsam, just another way of the same name.

The End
szarabasjka: (Wink)
-*-
Nerve was sitting on the edge of the couch, Iris was still asleep, it was past noon but she had no heart to wake her up.
She knew the things that had to be done., every one of her blades in front of her while the bundle of papers were still on the table under the same stupid note left by their handler.
She refused to let her go, refused to let her emotions to go free. Refused to accept she was afraid.
The soft click of the lock, the faint smell of aftershave, pine and sandalwood and she was smiling brightly, excited and happy.
"you're back!!" And was on his arms, Cole stunned didn't move at first, then wrapped his arms around her
"I don't know if I'm happy for this... or should I feel ofended?" teased "I'm the ghost, guardian, I'm the one supposed to be invisible, more than you all" she giggled, a sound so weird made Cole's heart broke.
"I'm relieved I don't have to deal with the paperwork..." and moving to his side so both could walk inside "did you killed her?"
"I scared her enough to have a couple days to get things straight, another kill will send someone even more dangerous over us..."
-*-
Stem had a meeting withthe very chief of her institution, a man so high in Government ranks that you could only assume there was nobody else on top of that
"Some stupid people think this is a stand of some kind, those agents must die Subsecretary... is that clear?"
"Yes sir, I am taking care of that personally, this time there will be no mistakes."
"I can asure there will be no mistakes Stem, I'm sending two teams of my people"
"with all due respet sir, ten man..."
"I've won wars with less than that, this kids you're fighting can't be worse than an entire army" and after a sigh of frustration that was more than unsettling "okay I'm sending 20... I guess they deserve some fun..." after a few minutes of brownosing Mrs. Stem let go of her phone
-*-
Stem was on the car, dressed in a dark suit and bulletproof vest, they were about to enter the house the HEARTS were hiding in.
"whenever you're ready ma'am..." said a huge guy, looking at her with more respect than what you'll expect.
And she ordered them to move.
-*-
Cole had a mole in the secretary now, he said, and they were recruiting help from those who used to hire them to get things done.
so by the time he got the phone call thelliong him that White Srarks (special black ops forces) were coming the girls were already getting in the car to go tohsi apartment.
They sat to see Stem and the 20 men getting in the house the bombs were ready, Iris wanted to be there, but without backup... her siblings ordered her to stay put and wait.
-*-
They were once more piled up on one bed, the girls tried to stay on their own places, but around 2 am when Nerve started guard, Cole had a nightmare and Iris couldn't let him alone.
The silencer wanted some coffee and was getting in the kitchen when a click called her to the window, a shadow under it made her go back to the room.
"Nerve..." she moaned "Make me breakfast..." Nerve opened her eyes and looked at her.
"Make yourself breakfast imp..."
"Cole... send her to the kitchen now..." said getting the small glass marbles he had on a giant glass on his nightstand he mumbled for her to stop "what if there are monsters out the window?"
her hand moved to the floor where Nerve's belt with her throwing blades were.
"tell you what..." she said getting up and grabbing her shirt, the one with the thousand pockets all of them full of knives "I'll chop you something, but you have to help... Brrr.... it's so fucking cold" Cole was bitting his bottom lip "move Cole, we need more hands"
"How many hands?" he said watching them move and grabbing their ear pieces.
"like a thousand?" said Iris and them three moved to the hallway, as if it were their rutine, the halway had no window it was perfect for them, they ducked next to the wall, Cole opened a closet and pulled a couple vests.
"get this" he ordered giving them to the girls
"you...?" asked Nerve he ignored her
"Iris move to the very back, get in the closet, there's a passage, you'll be on the vent, there are several holes for you." gave her a 9mm "Nerve... all the way Guardian, all the way.." she smiled, he bent down and kissed the girl's head, turned to do the same with Iris when the crash of a window called them "Be safe kid" caressed Iris cheek and moved away from them talking openly "What the fuck girl did you...?" and the first shot sounded Iris gasped before moving inside the closet as ordered.
-*-
Nerve fastened her vest and kicked the closet door close while getting up, moved to where Cole went and pursing her lips moved, inmediatly screams of pain started, more shots, some of them from somwhere over their heads.
Cole was hurt against a wall his bloody chest heaving while he tried to move. "Stay brother, stay..." she mumbled landing next to him, the attacker backed out when four more were gutted in few seconds "I'm not gonna fail you, I'm the fucking guardian Cole, and I'll keep you safe this time..."
Three hours latter, the siege was broken and they fled. they had somewhere to go that night.
-*-
Cole D Heart were set on a small space, wearing hs best suit, and the shades he loved so much. not one tear were shed for him, not because he weren't important, but because the calussed souls who put him to rest next to his Surrogated family, those who took him in, and made him one of their own, couldn't let the tears come, not yet.
He was set next to his brother, the one who shared endless nights watching games and eating pop corn.
both gir5ls had tears in their eyes but both were now convinced that they had to be brave.
szarabasjka: (Wink)
-*-
String was the first to get in the car, with Red gone he was in driving duty, his sisters, both dressed in black got in the car.
he sats there quiet for a minute or two, Red was not only his friend, was more than that, she was teh one he was asigned while in training, even before he was told that he'd be with Kingstone, and he misses her.

sometimes, like right now... he wishes everything could end, fast and clean, like Red have promised she'll do.

-*-
The burrial is small, nobody aside of them there, no more flowers than the few they carry with them, the priest, from Mary's Church gives a short sermon and they all pray, then the guy leaves. quiet while Iris sings the song Mary used to sing to them when she first heard of them having nightmares.
"I was 18..." says String
"15" Nerve says
"15" Iris chirps and all turn to Cole
"20" says Cole "Red was 16, 19 when she joined training..."
"so... " Nerve gets closer to String to give him a tissue, he's toen only one crying this days. "are we going or what?"
"not yet..." Cole took his phone "crap... they're coming" and the small group of people in black clothes turned around, the soft wind carrying sounds from several directions, no steps, no cars, nothing.
"move" Ordered Nerve, blades long and crooked in hands, for one second Iris wondered where those were before, but she took a gun from his pocket, same as Cole and String, and they moved to the car when the first voice were heard
"This is Agent Liever, put down your weapons and get on your knees" Cole moves among the thombstones
"Iris get out of here, we'll see you at home..." She snorted
"no, you're nto the handler I don't have to obbey." and she pointed the gun shooting, from far away a soft cry let them know she hit her mark.
"he's the handler now, kid, leave..." Nerve was taking her belt, and moving to the right "channel 3 right boss?" Cole smiled at her
"I like when you're all maternal like that" String and Nerve moved right and Cole and the silencer stayed there, pointing the best they could.
"I hate when you do things without explaining the rest" said String on his comm
"move on cleaner... it's about time to clean some shit..." all of them were laughing, after almost six years this was just another day, it was like trainig, like coming home after a long day out.

-*-
Liever was on his back Cole's gun pointed to his face
"What's Stem thinking? I think we just killed every tactic team she had..." he said, the rest were already cleaning, only one man survived because he begged for his kids.
"She'll find you" steps behind made Cole turn
"can I? please?" Nerve was there blade in hand
"Kid..." Cole shook no while Strign was coming close "He needs it more..." they could hear the way Liever's breathing was accelerating,

-*-
Iris was already on her way to the car when Nerve stepped in something wet.
"DAMN!!!" she almost fell and her sister ran to her, while Cole was going to the car, something wasn't okay, Nerve was still holding Iris' hand, and she never touches anyone unless  she HAS to.
"COLE!!!" Iris was holding Nerve, her hand landed on a wet patch, she was bleeding. "She's hurt"
"I'll get the car." String ran to the car, they had to get going, how long the secretary would keep police away? they didn't know and they couldn't risk themselves to be caught.
 right then, with a huge bang there were only three left.
szarabasjka: (Wink)
-*-
the guy had the little girl by the hair while screaming at her face, the poor little 6 years old accidentally broke a bottle and the guy was hissing something into her face. Many could see but noone moved to help, the way he was holding the kid was enough to know she was in pain, thick lines of tears were running down the pretty face. people ignored them and moved to a different aisle.
"sometimes I wish I could kill you without having to hide the body..." he said throwing the poor little girl in front of him, a blonde girl moved to hold the kid before she landed face first on the floor. "let her go!!" he said getting to the kid and pulling her away from the blonde's hands.
"come on... we have to move..." a younger blonde got there and held the first one's  hand, the first bent and cleaned the girl's face
"would you mind if he leaves you for ever?" asked and the girl nodded "granted" she said getting up faced the man "you have no right...  no right to hurt a kid..."
The man looked at her smiling "that little shit deserves it..." and getting close "If your dad would've ever thaught you your place you wouldn't be getting yourself in this..." two fingers got to him, at each side of his jaw and he gasped while his whole mouth went tight. he never opened again.

"My father was a bastard, just ike you, at least the first one, the second? the second thaught me to speak up, to defend the inmnocent, to not let things happens just because someone else has the right to do them..." her hand moved to him who raised his arm toprotect his face, she moved fast and the point of her fingers hit the side of his chest under his armpit and the guy groaned moving back, the shorter blonde got the kid and moved away to get back few frames later while the first blond got the guy coughing blood after one of her hands landed on his troath and the other hit over it, if you really pay atention, you could hear a small crack, the second blonde just stayed there while her companion's knee landed on his neck, for a split second you could see his legs kicking wildly, like a chicken with it's head chopped out, and then the blonde got up, flipped her blonde hair out of her pretty face giving the camera a good view of it and moved away.

Checking the time, it only took her 23 seconds to kill a man.

-*-
"What the fuck!!!" Cole's hand landed hard against the desk, Red was crying "You stupid stupid bitch!!" yelled furious
"... I just..." he moved closer screaming like a possesed man
"SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP!!! you think this is what Dad would've wanted?" and she moved
"He was..."
"You gave them a good picture "
"then I'll kill them all, me and Iris..."Cole gasped, his hand crossed her face.  while String and Nerve got up from the couch.
"iris is in danger too huh? for your wrecklessness, how am I suposed to fix that?" and rubbing his face asked the rest to leave the room.
once alone he said it
"you have to go..." he said and moved away when she tried to say something. "you know you have to go" and gave her a piece of paper

-*-
On a saturday morning, even before they could burry their parents May Red Heart left the house, no coffee for early in the morning tasks, nobody helped her to get ready or asked her to be careful.


The last remain of her in the house? a red envelope on Cole's file of her.
The last the secretary knew was that she was pregnant, and the she disapeared.
The last her siblings knew from her, she let them know she was fine six months on the pregnancy, on a message she told them  she was having a girl, she'll call her Mary, like her grandmother, that she's sorry, but nobody ever returned the call.

The body was found eight months latter, the baby lives somwhere with her father.
szarabasjka: (Wink)
-*-
The job Nerve had was simple and she finally unleashed the anger she had bottled up, the news were covered with more or less censored pictures of the scene, it didn't die down because of the violence, without prescedent! they have said. The money it gave them helped to get another house, a little smaller, more basic, they were preparing everything to flee.
"we'll just have to get our school records... Mom and Dad wanted us all to finish school" said String looking at Red "Mom never lost hope you will one day go back..." she moved away pissed
Cole was right there, getting ready, Nerve and iris getting ready too.
"once you end up your heart to heart...." he said serious "you have to get us rations" they were all finally getting over  things.
-*-
A phonecall changed their faith, Liever finally called Kingston's number again hoping to talk to whoever was in charge now, the handler answered and they were meeting that day where Psalm was found dead few weeks before.
"Didn't know it would be you..." said Liever when finally a man around his height, around his weight with dark eyes stood in front of him
"shut up, I'm not here to get to know you..." he spat through clenched teeth.
"But we Know each other..."
"I'm Cole..."
"the ghost... interesting" the agent let a smile appear on his face "I'm Red..." Cole moved his eyes over Liever and the agent blinked a couple times, it was as much information as he dared to give.
"so you're the switcher... interesting... you don't look like one" he said serious
"I'm here to offer your team a deal" but the anger in those dark eyes he was learning to fear stopped him
"and I'm here to find the one responsible fo rmy parents' death..." Liever snorted
"They weren't your parents..."
"they were more than my parents..." said moving faster, static on the agent's ear called his atention
"I.. I..." Liever's body was shaking "I have a whole team, 18 guys here.. to protect me..." Cole laughed hard, so loud some of the 18 mentioned moved letting him see their position.
"I know, my siblings are behind them"
"we're offering you all a way out..." Cole frowned breathing deep "it's this way out or going down" Cole laughed again
"no thank you" two red lights landed on Cole's chest, on top of his black tie
"you know we cannot have a rouge team, Ghost, make them obey , or you'll burry them one by one..."
"is not my call, and your threats are not gonna work either" and smiled "my guardian asked for your name, for what happened to Kingston andto the lady, but that's not my call either" and looking over Liever's shoulder "I can see you kid, don't do it..." he said to the comm on his cuff.
Liever felt a chill run down his spine, in ten years as agent of the secretary he never felt this kind of fear "Mrs. Steam is offering a deal, you all will have clean slate, only if youcome back to the secretary and the team disolves... I could get you a special deal Cole... you... you did great with this left overs." Cole was on his face
"I should let them kill you" and holding his lapels already "I should kill you myself!!" blinked twice and moving a hand over their heads, first a fist, then thumb against his palm, other fingers pointing up, he moved towards his car. "We'll avenge our fallen, and if you leave us alone, you'll live." closed the door.
"Just for you to know...?" Liever moved closer  "I didn't send anyone for them..." he could hear a click on his comm
"We don't believe you..." said a whispery voice on his ear and a knife landed on his tight making him scream while cole left.

-*-
a phone rang, Mrs. Stem answered "Subsecretary Stem" she said
"just for you to know....?" it was a female voice she couldn't recognize "all of them are death... leave us alone."
szarabasjka: (Wink)

-*-
"you have to go" said Cole getting to the rest
"What? NO!!" String was at his face "we might not even have the chance to have a burrial,  what if we can't..." and someone behind them sobbed

"we still don't know what happened" Nerve was already the cold one "what if... this might have been " everybody knew, it could've been another attack, another attempt to get to them, to drag them back to the secretary.
"Get them to the car" ordered Cole and Red obeyed directing her siblings to the black car she drove, the other one left for him
"we're gonna be okay guys..." she said holding Iris' hand "we will..." She opened the door and allowed String to sit next to her.
"What are we gonna do?" asked Nerve frowning, as if something weren't clear "" where are we going to go...?"
"if this was intentional.." Red started the car "we're all in danger"

-*-
Cole got to the police, used his credentials to have have as much info as posible. when someone mentioned a murder, a blonde woman killed a kid outside a middle school and his blood frozed, got his phone and walked out
"Yeah..." Red was at the other side
"Where are the girls.. someone killed a kid outside a school..." Red told him it was irrelevant to them if a fucking kid was dead."He was The guy on the truck's kid "Where are they?"
"Iris is asleep right next to me" she sighed "Nerve only went for pizza Cole, it's not her..."

-*-
The news about the accident arrived to Liever's desk at the same time it arrived to Mrs. Stem's the lady called her agent and waited three minutes before startins pacing her office
"ma'am..?" Agent Liever walked in holding a file and ready to be once more scorned
"Come in Liever..." she sat "have you a confirmation on the identity of those...?" and trailed off while her hand moved away, the angent nodded "Oh, that can't be good... without a handler...." and she rubbed her eyes "do we know? which ones are there?"
"Ma'am, part of being a HEART means not being noticeable, they're average in every sense of..."
"I know what a fucking HEARTS is meant to be boy, don't pretend I need education...." and looking at him "youy do understand that we're in danger..." Liever swallowed hard and nodded "we need to protect that man's family... is he....?"
"the guy made a mistake, he just... ook accourding to the analyst he just stepped on the gas a little too much and hit the car without any further intention."
"This is not going to be nice... do you have a way to communicate with them?"
"I had one, Psalm but he's dead...."
"let it be known that we're not resposible for this... and offer them a deal, I'm sure their handler would be glad... we can even use them if they're.. you know stable." and sighed "but..."
"I know..." Liever was already walking to the door "I'll try to bring them back, if they're of no use I'll clean my own mess."
"thank you" Stem turned her chair to the back wall, a picture there, seven people, one of them Kingston wearing a suit and a huge smile.

-*-
"I'm going out..." Nerve got up again, she was quiet, Cole noticed her "I need to go out or i'll..." and her shoulders fell.
"no... they're looking for us, Nerve, stay..." she took her keys and the belt she carried with her blades."I'm telling you...."
"I'll be right back..."
"Guardian, I'm ordering you to stay...." The way Nerve turned, lips pursed in anger, hands already holding an unsheathed knife
"you're only the handler... you have no right"
"I'm your brother, and I'm telling you you have to wait!!" String opened his eyes and cranned his neck from the sofa he was ocuppying, Red had iris next to her.
"You don't get it right? we should have moced, fast, not wait, we should have kiiled that agent, and whoever was sent him here..."
"like you guys did with those SWAT?" Red was calmed
"you weren't here, and it was for Mom" String added from his place "not like it matters anymore...." he said and sank on the cushions.
A heavy silence filed the house and for a while not even Nerve moved, the scream Cole felt in his head, the same two of the kids already said What were they going to do now?
The next sound came from iris "I'm hungry..." she mumbled and sighed
"I'll make something..." said Red "what do you want?" but they had the pantry empty in case they ad to fly, and even the fridge was off so halfway to the kitchen Red stopped. ""right... she said remembering
"we should go out" repeated Nerve
"you don't need to go out yet... there's always food in this house" said once more the handler.
"Mom used to have it that way..." iris sighed "I can go to the market... " Red got up. Cole was about to protest but his phone interrumpted.

-*-
"we still have six hours Nerve... and this team has never ever failed a job, mostly because of you..." she nodded, she was still wearing the same clothes from that day
"I was on my way but the SOS was from home.... and..." and trailed off "so much happened"
"I know, but we're trained for this, half of our training was to see our friends go"
"... even finished by our hands... I know" sighed "I thought we were off, we were finally...." and pursed her lips again "I'm on my way then..."

szarabasjka: (Wink)
the family was reunited, Mom was looking still to the barrel of compost on the backyard throught the courtainless window, it had lots of spots and was removed and put away like the rest, when police came asking questions they were all running around with all kind of colorful marks on them, as if it were the most normal thing ever.

"Cole is already looking for a different place, but we'll have to go to a safe place..." the girls moaned and groaned, Iris and Nerve were fighting the go
"ENOUGH!!" Cole moved in front of the whole team "this is not a family vacation or some normal shit you guys... this is safety and not ours!!" said moving his hand in a round motion among them, "it's for her!!" and pointed to Mary.
"no, don't do this because of me... we all have to do this for this family, you're my kids, and we will stay together..." Cole sighed and the girls stopped the act.

-*-
Cole found a house, and Stone and Bloody were going to see it, it was just in the outskirts of the city, and the car was searched by the boys so no chance of any kind of tracking devise on it, it was just a couple hours out, and it was Kingstone HEART driving...
so when the bipping sound of the SOS call came from the black car the five kids were moving
they found each other in the last highway, the two cars one driven by red and the other by Cole picked up the rest, when they reached the car their parents took it was too late.

The official report Cole got was that at some point another car had rearended them, hard enough to push the car into the side of the rode where a ditch made it flip, and tumble three times before it crashed against a rock wall.
"MOM!!!" String was running to the car when the EMT's stopped him and Red, Iris was behind while the more stealthy Nerve passed by a side and was over the corpses, her scream called atention while she crumbled on the floor next to her parents remains still trapped inside the twisted metal. Cole got to her and held her and tried to pry her hands off Kingston's
"Dad please... please... you're... the only... please Dad... please... not like this... Mom!!!" and Red had to be strong for the others, String turned sobbing and Iris moved away pissed.

-*-
Police was there already when the kids got the news, and many of them used as they were to this events found it hard to deal with the bunch of kids there, one of the girls and one of the guys would look like old enough to deal with this, but it was hard to watch.
"Hi, I'm Cole Heart, I'm police detective... my parents..." and the guy swalloed hard before turning to a side for a second "what happened"
The guy in front of him was the one in charge, it happened right next to a camera so everythign was recorded
"I'm sorry for your loss" he said "Seems like the guy on the car behind them lost control of his truck and hit him..."
"Is he an agent? is he a cop?" the police officer frowned
"no, a inssurance agent of some kind" and turned to the car where a man with bloody clothes and bandages over his face was standing, while talking to another officer, Cole gritted his teeth and turned away when he heard it, Iris was coming.
"it's him? he pushed my parents? it's him who killed them?" and when Cole didn't say anything she jolted and ran like a rabid animal screeching and held the man by the neck, her knee traveling to his gut and making him huff in pain while her nails were digging his face.
Cole ran behind her and in the middle of everything he was glad it was little iris and not the lethal Nerve or Red who's anger was even bigger. he could just held iris by the waist and rise her from the floor.
"Calm Down Iris..." she was still screaming "Iris!!" nothing "Doroughta... "  he said and she fell down crying letting the man go.
The officer got close and asked to COle if he had to arrest his sister.
"I'm not pressing charges..." said the man n the floor "I... I'm sorry... girl... I... don't... i'm sorry..."  String got to his siblings and holding Iris moved her to the others.
"What are we going to do...." he mussed looking away still to shocked.

It was incredibly sad seeing trained killers, cold blood murderers, trained people who wouldn't even blink at the sight of a person's entrails were lost and sad and just orphans right there.
most of them had nothing else, nothing before or after this family.

Nobody saw it, or maybe none of them wanted to see but then String was next to the guy and Cole had to run again, he took the shoelace he had in hands and turned
"NO!! we need intel, we need to know things..." so instead String just punched the guy, Cole had to move away
"you'll pay for this..." said iris to the man String just punched. Cole had Nerve on his arms while the remains of Kingstone and Mary Mortar- Stone were pulled out of the smashed car.
"Detective Heart?" the cop was getting close "I need you to state the case... you know... to start things rolling..."
"no, no case" Nerve spoke, iris was coming too.
"What?" the cop was looking to the kids.
"No case, no investigation, it was an accident, right?" Red got next to her sisters.
"guys..." Cole tried to make them understand
"Accident Cole..." said the boy "you owe us that much."
Nerve moved to the guy
"you're not going to jail... 'cause we cannot kill you  in jail..." she said while nobody else was hearing. The man's eyes showed terror "you'll die after we kill your family and everything you love..."

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