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Depression is not easy; depression is a monster you don't want to fight.
because you don't fight a thing in front of you that you can run away from; you fight yourself and nobody knows you better; nobody else knows how to hurt you worst.

losing someone close to you; not having the one who was your north is awful, the need to join them is so strong, add adictions and I bet you'll be ready for a coffin.
why you? why you who were the voice of my teen years? why you the one concert I enjoyed the most,.
Why you couldn't fight one more day, one more night...  one more battle.?

its over now,  and I kinda envy you, because as someone once stated, when you die it's over for you, but is never over for those who stay here; without you.

hope you found peace in the end; and hope you don't remember the pain, (I know there was some pain) 
wherever you go, wish you calm peace and rest.
Good Bye the voice of my pain, the sound of my tears, good bye Chester Bennington.



 
 
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

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Someone Else by Mike Cavanaugh.

Every time I see you I get nervous
It's not your beauty or your gentle ways
It's cause I know if I don't play my cards right
You'll be gone just as fast as you came

Someone else is bound to see the things that I do
Someone else will scoop you up and treat you right
But if someone else loves you more than I do
I'll shake his hand and send you on your way
But he's not real and I am here today

Every time I see you I get anxious
I don't know how many chances I'm gonna get
Fate, luck and time all have their say in it
But if you love me I will love you till the end

La da da da da da da da da da da da
La da da da da da da da da da da

Someone else is bound to see the things that I do
Someone else will scoop you up and treat you right
But if someone else loves you more than I do
I'll shake his hand and send you on your way
But he's not real and I am here today

La da da da da da da da da da da da
La da da da da da da da da da da

I'll shake his hand and send you on your way
But he's not real and I am here today
He's not real and I am here today
He's not real and I am here today

ain't the best?
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My top five
Paint it black from the rolling Stones give me goosebumps, make sme think about war and bad things that I had to see.

Colors from Amos Lee, there's something so sad and so emotional about thatsong that always makes me cry

The flame still burns from the soundtrack of the movie Still Crazy, back in the days when I left school and my life was a mess and thought there was no hope anymore, I had that song as anthem.

Superman by Five for fighting, its just too emotional to be not mentioned, the lurics always... don't know, its everything I needed to say, and nobody wanted to hear.

Family portrait by Pink, is very important for me, for the kind of childhood I had.

and the one that was left out but should be here: Alla mia etá by Tiziano ferro, when you're lost and life feels like its too much to deal with, then you'll understand this son.

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