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so what? the coolest one is Han Solo? the stupidest character from Star wars? Kripke needs to be castrated.. I'll be right back* helds scalpel and walk to Vancouver*
and why I'm this interested anyway? is not like important...

I'm sad, after over 60 hours I don't feel better, it only made me sad, no Dolf, no Knigh, no surgery... and somethng is wrong since I'm almost shivering, as weird as it sounds I'm so cold that my teeth are sounding...

it is suposed that we *me and a friend* wil be going to Bolivia for a week or so with one of the Hads United groups, not sure yet, hope s thou...
nothing more, tired and in need of a hug again

funny link: Supernatural-spoilers-s4


Jun. 2nd, 2008 09:26 pm
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Blue again, I'm seriously worried now, way too close to the last one.
I'm tired and have to go early tomorrow.
spent the day laughing like an idiot, thinking about stupid stuff as usual when I'm feeling like this, it doesn't help anymore, which make things worse.
song for today?
Leila Pinheiro's Mais Uma Vez *one more time*

and then arrived home feeling the way i feel and turned the TV on and saw some smallville re-run, the second of Jensen's Episodes, he looks so tanned and so... TALL lol.
I was scared the very first time I saw Supernatural, I had him around in small doses and had a crush but under control, now with weekly doses it would be toxic for me, way too much, so much I'm posting pics every day and started watching Dawson's Creek, I even borrowed DC from a friend, that's over the top of weirdness on my book.
yet can't get enough of ths guy, he was so sweet and so charming and his character Dean is just loveable lol.
enough, enough now...*sigh* need bed, now
and crying is not helping either, Sean I need you here ASAP.

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got tired of my sleeping beauty one, I love it don't missunderstand that but not enough to keep him for over three months.

so, I'm seriously thinking abuot some more supernatural or LOTR related icons and I'm hunting for some good one, any ideas?

song for today

pic for today

so nothing ineresting at all.
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... that I seriously have to stay in post op this *probably* whole month, I'm nt gonna fight it but let the bunch of loosers work their asses off, I'm not doing more than necesary, so i'm too good for more responsabiity? well then lets see how it goes without me working half shift extra.
and now this video, too fun not to be posted.

glad you people liked my video, it was made just because I was angry and needed something completely different to work on.
I'm seriously considering the hospital changing parrado Sugested
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things were worse than I thought
and I'm dead tired still
so wish me luck and good night

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Your Power Bird is a Vulture

You are always changing your life and the lives of those around you.

You aren't afraid to move on from what holds you back.

Energetic and powerful, you have a nearly unlimited capacity for success.

You know how to "go with the flow" and take advantage of what is given to you.

interesting bird...

life ok, just half day at hosp, Laparoscopy lecture, I'm inlove with the reversal hartman's surgery, but I have different things for sunday afternoon: LOTR marathon with friends so I leave.
happy sunday people

You Are 56% NYC

You may call yourself a New Yorker, but there's no way you're a native.

LOL what can I say, I'm a staten Island person *shrug*

Your Superpower Should Be Super Strength

You're tough, stubborn, and strong in both mind and body.

You are able to survive almost anything...

And you don't come out worse for the wear.

Your power is evident - and unsurprisingly, you're pretty intimidating!

Why you would be a good superhero: No one could match you in hand to hand combat

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Actually getting supervillains to show up to fight

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...What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

don't know what happened today was hell!!!
we had this C-section, all regular procedures but the baby was too small, I came home not knowing if it will live, poor thing.
I'm feeling ill, I even were asked if I was sick or just lazy today, I'm not ok, I'm sure...
headache, please, please leave me alone...

guy for today this amazing bound of muscles

so what do you think?
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as every time Doctors has academic related meetings things were messy, Dr C who was on-call today was mad, not with me thanks God but Dr M, Dr Cmp, Dr Reyn have complained about the interns and they're gonna be harshly punished, one of them is even in risk of being expelled... one of mines, I mentioned I ha the worst ones? lol

well I'm fine, Reyn even said I was the only one that knows what are doing, which is a big compliment from one of the biggest guys in the city.

yesterday my burned kid went to get checked, for what my intern told me he's So much better with almost non scar visible *dancing like an idiot* I'm good, I'm good...

ok Song for the day: Dido

guy for today...
a guy from Shark which happens to be quite good

PS. I have this idea for a fanfic, I think I'm gonna sell it to someone with more time and talent than me... or maybe I get the chance to work on it very very slowly lol and make it my very first angsty ff
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number one... I was off today and is father's day in my dad's country so, we have to go all the way to their hourse for lunch, tons of ridiculous celebration things while we can't even share the same table...
my mother forced us and for once my father acted almost mature enough for his age.

number two, on our way home, sis found a friend and just dumpe me in the middle of the city, since we used to be all by ourselves until recently and we don't want to get the other bored we separated, get home and was reading some stuff when she arrived carrying a small box with a little white hamster, she found the poor thing near to a dumpster on the city, two ladies wanting to kill the thing, she picked it up and brought it home, since I used to have Petra the tarantula, and Irving the lizzard she tought i'd like it.
his name is Appa we already visited the vet, its ok, needs lots of rest and love because has an infected wound on his back and stomach, and was starved, poor little furball, is just perfect and lovely lol.
love this bit:

love Viggo chuckles, poor darling Orli lol
love Sala and Augie, love the uruk girl, love everything about this video
Love Billy's explanation, and Elijah's point of view...
is that like pushing each other for us?

about father's day I know its still far from now here, but it feels like something has changed, I used to dream with a different father since I was like 6 and decided i wanted a diferent one when I was 10.

I don't respect him since I was ten, like 20 years in two days, that birthday changed my life and my family forever...
father's_rambling )

song of th day:

I love my gerbil
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First mistake of the year, I was really really sure there was damage on the knee of a 19 y.o. guy, and called the Dr.
he said I was wrong, but thn checking around, there WAS bone exposure and was fgor HIM and not for me...
I know I was right, but not THAT much, I'm still being the good one. th rest didn¡t even know what was happening.

guy for today Ty Pennington, don't know why...

he's very sweet, something about every time he cries... just broke me*shrugs*

my life is boring.
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my interns hate me lol
as if... I mean come on, you're not suposed to like your resident, you're suposed to work hard to make yourself like your resident but better!.
Dr C, Dr Pol, and Doctor Friend esp were terrible, they yelled screamt and used to be quite abusive, esp the last one.
Did I cried? NO!! did I conplained to someone else? NO did I meade jokes with the other lazy interns? Of course NO!!
because I know what's good for me, because I've learn about discipliine, and no mean resident is gonna make me cry.
I know there wee hard days but is OK! is not like I'm ready to quit because of that..
ugh! this kids...
news about Hector, we're back at the begginig of "something" that I'm not really sure what is...
I'm gonna get hurt, and the worst part is that at the time I don't really care.
Song for the day:

yes another Phantom of the opera song...

guy for today:

I was a fan back in th e80/s but since he had a whole wave of teeny pboppers i kinda quit lol

"Toilet water! "
"No, it's eau de toilette. It's a very expensive French cologne."
"Oh, French! Gracias!"
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we had a serious conversation.
Since the chief of the whole center happens to be my mother's friend, well they're giving me lots of free time, Plus... I still have the best surgeries because they cannot trust any other *happy,proud dance*
I have to be there every day, and I mean every day but I'm not gonna do nights, so I'll be home, at least until my sister gets better or else.

Today is the day before Jensen's B-day, so I was thinking since we didn't had a serious Pickspam here in ages... *or jan 13th* I'll post one for him
and a little bit of Bio for those that haven't met him yet
Birth Name: Jensen Ross Ackles
Birth Place: Dallas, TX
Date of Birth / Zodiac Sign: 03/01/1978, Pisces
Profession: Actor; model
Height: 6' 1" (1.85 m)
this actor burst onto the Hollywood scene at 19 on the daytime soap Days of Our Lives. After four years he made the leap to prime time with recurring bad-boy roles on Dawson's Creek and Smallville. A natural teen heartthrob, Ackles was romantically linked with a number of young stars, including LeAnn Rimes and Jessica Simpson, although the relationships were never confirmed. In 2005 the budding hunk landed his own show, Supernatural, costarring fellow Texas native Jared Padalecki.
Fast Facts:
Began modeling at age 4 in TV commercials.
Was signed as a teen by an agent after being spotted at a Dallas actors' workshop.
Abandoned plans to study sports medicine at Texas Tech University and instead moved to L.A. to pursue acting.
Won the Soap Opera Digest Award for Best Male Newcomer in 1998 for his role as Eric Brady on Days of Our Lives.
Along with Supernatural costar Jared Padalecki, named Sexiest Ghostbusters in People magazine.

Named one of TV's Sexiest Men by TV GUIDE in 2006.

Played baseball and lacrosse in high school.

Fan of the Dallas Cowboys.

Enjoys horseback riding.

Was runner up to Tom Welling for the role of Clark Kent on "Smallville" (2001). Was brought onto the show in season 4 as Lana's boyfriend.

Also sings and plays guitar.

He is the son of actor Alan Ackles.

Jensen's parents named him Jensen because they considered other names but found them too common. Ackles, Jensen's last name, is pronounced like 'Cackles' without a 'C.'

Good friends with LeAnn Rimes and Christian Kane.

His career has an ongoing theme of dealing with demonic forces. His character's mother, "Marlena" on "Days of Our Lives" (1965), was possessed by the Devil. In the movie Devour (2005), he was the son of "Satan". On his television series, "Supernatural" (2005), his character battles the forces of hell.

His parents were going to name him Justin but thought it was too common.

Is of Irish, English, and Scottish ancestry.

He is a keen photographer and is always taking photos on the set of "Supernatural" (2005).

Was offered a role as Eliza Dushku's love interest on "Tru Calling" (2003), but chose to take a role on "Smallville" (2001) instead. Eric Christian Olsen was eventually given the role and the character's name was changed to Jensen.

His first name is actually a surname and is the most common surname in Denmark.

Personal Quotes
"When I was in middle school, some of my so-called friends found a catalog ad I did for Superman pajamas. They made as many copies as they could and pasted them up all over school." - on his most embarrassing moment.

Being from Texas, I would say I favor a pair of jeans you can wear some boots with.

[On Dean Winchester's reaction to his father's death on _"Supernatural" (2005)_] "A lot of issues, yeah. Dean's definitely having issues on camera. I'm just having issues because I don't get to hang out with him [Jeffrey Dean Morgan, who played John] anymore."

song for today, Jensen's special

and guy for today.. well its kinda obvious

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I finally spend a day at the hospital without problems.. or almost... things are "a paso di lumaca" buts since I cannot complain about it, well at least I'm not out of the program.
life is ok, dead tired and in need of my bed.
BTW I'm the new Nazzi lol My interns are idiots and they don't knw shit!! and I emant it, I was better than that I'm sure, in fact I've been said I was lol

song for today
something that hit me this afternoon lol

this afternoon I saw Danny, Indira, the head nurse of north wing fell from a seond floor, no idea how that happened but since they're dating *big news to me* I met him while visiting her, poor thing,she's in a lot of pain, I'm sure but only got some bruises and a sprinted wrist, she could've died.

OK guy for today...

yup*pop at the end of the word* I did posted the shame of Ireland lol, he's a decent actor and now that he's sobber I kinda like him.
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ok now that's HOT!!

things ar ok Pavel, Tante Emma's Son got sick and they didn't make it, things are messy, I finally hit my floor at the hospital, and saw the girls CArolina loved my hair lol.

nothing interesitng, aside of the end of the search for the signs lol a whole story, need to strt studying again.
Mel's is feeling better.
tomorrow I'm back in Dr.C's watch!! yay me....
I'm missing Hector, we haven't had time to see each other or anythig since the come back of D and I just want to know where are we...

God Bless you all.
song for today...

guy for today... none just me

Check this out about Viggo
sounds just interesting.
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...only need three more and I'll be done.
mother called something about drains... I couldn't care less.
tante Emma's son Pavel arrived with new Wife, so they're coming tomorrow for a while, I have to be here by that time.

look at this:
I was as shocked as any other Arsenal fan just look at this

its just... shocking!!

my sister is better, and I'm listening the soothing voice of Leila Pinheiro and thinking about Danny, maybe I can see him tomorrow.
song for the day...

so sad and so perfect...
guy for today...

isn't he hot?

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We didn't made it trought the whole ceremony, after DDL won we simply turned off the tv and went around cleaning around. mostly because Mel wasn't feeling well, we went to bed and in the morning War went to school, Mel decided she could go to her job to see around and I had to go to get some answers around, and in my first day back at the hospital.
*sigh* around noon I got a call, my mother came home and made lunch for Mel, but while eating she fainted or something and was on her way to the hospital *which BTW is all the way to the other side of the city* and I had to run.

She had his calcium under 5 which caused tetania, I can't do this anymore, she had a very serious spasm she bit her tongue and lip and had blood all over her shirt, that was that my mother cared the most... how ridiculous. who cares about her heart.
Anyway, she spent the afternoon at the hospital and now she's at home and asleep again.
I can't do this anymore, how am I suposed to have a life, to keep my space on the program? if everytime I go out something is gonna be wrong...
because I had this message at the machine when we get home
"we considere that you have different priorities on your life right now... take as much time as you need... we'll understand that" literally they're kicking me out!!!
I have no right to hand with friends, or think about anything else...
and how selfish of me thinking about that, she's the one who's life is in danger.
Enough.... enough

Look at his Emma Thompson is my hero for this week:,704,brit-actress-saved-by-outraged-emma,18324
ok song for today

guy for today *since he didn't get an oscar would be Viggo but we already have Viggo, what about...
Hal Ozsan is sweet and good looking

hated him as Azazel but was AMAZING!
BTW fallen? what a great mini series!!!
loved every second
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... I dreamt I was home. I've had that dream hundreds of times before. This time, I wanted to find out if it's really true. Am I really home?

Feeling blue, bro came home, as far as I know he almost get into a fist fight with my father what's wrong with this people?

" you stand out of the bunch
because there's something about you
while the rest pretend you're always true
while the rest follow, you go all the way trough
you'll find a way, you'll find the light
you'll find yourself, you'll find it right
and in your eyes I'll see the answer to this
a empty loosen life will be warm again
just wih your eyes, so please
look in my eyes, because
from a whole crown I singled you
to hear my voice to see the truth"
where this came from ? no idea it just popped in my head while I was pouring me some coffee.
Guy for today Dr McSteamy again...

I saw a re-run from the first episodes from season 4 and I like him, he always has something smart to say lol

Plus he¡s drop dead gorgeous
I like this guy every day a little more why? because of the picture with the calvin's peeking from his jeans
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tjhat's IT!!!
its official, I'm sick of my wore out obsesson with Orlando Bloom, I saw History of Violence today, and loved every second, North country with extra rewind and play n Sean bits, I saw THe Boune movie with Karl, but at the time of Calcium Kid that was on for this weekend.. I just changed it for some documentary about sharks... why?
I thought it was all because of his new model but is the fact of his fake discuss about girls... I don't know actually, its something that has been happening for long time, as a ld couple lol I started paying more atention on him , posting on boards and looking for pictures but it kinda irritates me now... maybe in few days/weeks/time I'll be back on the Elvish worship again.

Someone send me this message and if its true, God there are bad people in this world.

follow_the_path )
song for today...

guy for today... Leon Kennedy from Resident Evil: afterlife

Quote for today?
Change. We don't like it. We fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying, but here's the truth sometimes the more things change the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.
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W.H. Auden once wrote this and I now stole his words because this is excactly how I feel: "Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone. Silence the pianos and with muffled drum, Bring out the coffin... let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle, moaning overhead, Scribbling on the sky the message: He is Dead. Put crepe bows 'round the necks of public doves, Let traffic policemen wear black, cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East, my West. My working week and my Sunday rest. My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song, I thought love would last forever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now, put out every one. Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun. Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood, For nothing now can ever come to any good."

I went out with people from my Hospital, and I kinda understand that I'm not necesary there... I mean the new interns those that would've be on my cvharge are too dumb for words and is kinda messy...

at least few things were right.
I need my bed, after almost a year I smoked again... Bad bad kali...
no song ofr the day, no today, mum is thinking on going back home again, and this time she meant it, even called Rose asking for papers... my family is falling apart.*sigh*

feel bad today, very very blue

check this out:

lets face it, his image is washed out.

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